My subconscious is cruel. A happy dream...in the end, while you're still dreaming, you're "going to bed" and you're thinking "When I wake up, I hope I remember that that wasn't a dream." And then waking up and realizing, yes, yes that was a dream. Loser.


YSAG today after school...we made Katrina Dolls!!! It was absolute utter chaos. We only made about 10 total, but there were only 2 sewing machines going, mine and Jill's. We're doing it again next week. Ahhh it was so much fun though. I love happy chaos like that. There were people crowded around the "cutting tables" and people drawing faces and people hovering over me and Jill to watch their dolls get made and Gabby and her friend putting too much damn stuffing in the dolls but it was okay. If we were working the whole time, we probably would have gotten more made, but it came to the actual "meeting" part of the...meeting...and only Devon and Mindy and few other people were still cutting stuff out. But we probably wouldn't have had time to actually sew many more though, just because there's only so much that 2 people can do. It was great though. Absolutely amazing. We took a group picture on the stage in the beginning, with all the cloth and the dolls that had already been made...Nick Schoen had the one with my name...which I found amusing...and then Arya shouted "Okay everyone back to the chaos!"