12.4.05
*twitch*
hahahahahahahahahaha I love it
I'm in a very strange weird mood right now. I'm not entirely sure what it is, it's most likely not a good mood I think it's a bizarre combination of things mixed with some hyper I was spazzing out at stop and shop today I kept bouncing up and down and mumbling/humming to myself. mommy bought me some halvah (Israeli sesame candy) that stuff is really really gross but I love it and I'm addicted to it but if I eat more than like a tablespoon or two I feel sick but I CAN'T STOP EATING IT and it's sitting on the computer desk in front of me now and I want to eat more...I don't feel sick now...but as soon as I eat more of it I am going to want to puke I should probably put it away but I'm really too lazy. I just ate more of it wow there goes the ol' stomach it is rather annoyed with me now. mmmm halvah. it's like...sawdust with a tiny bit of sweet and an almost unnoticable almost chocolately aftertaste and I like it. And it shall make my stomach not very happy with me but that's okay. The incense did that too I have Joe's incense burner now and I bought some incense at the mall the other day and the one I burned yesterday smelled really really cool and yet after a few minutes it made me feel kinda nauseus and ill but it smelled cool so I didn't do anything about it the one today didn't make me sick though it just smelled nice. mmm more halvah. so today I finally told Phil what's been bugging me for a while and he seems to understand so maybe things will be a bit less confusing now I don't know it's all good. hey my dad left the basement a few minutes ago and I didn't really notice and yet still did so I'm going to put some music on now yay music now it makes me happy wait I need to turn the volume up on the computer...woot there we go. hmm...halvah...no stupid brain it makes you sick! aaaaah yumm. ugh. I think the fruit20 counters the affect of the halvah. woot! hmm Dave is confusing me now what on earth are you talking about you silly boy? hahahahahahaha oh yeah Devon and I never took over the world today, never got around to it I guess. *sigh* always tomorrow wait no we won't be talking tomorrow because it's the Day of Silence and how can we take over the world if we can't talk? I wonder if I'll last the whole day without talking I probably can oh man Andy is going to skip accounting to come sit at the pledge table with me 6th period and Mrs. McGee said I don't have to make that announcement after all since I never really wanted to in the first place. "And like I really deserve the chance to sit around the table and tell you that I think you're wonderful and I think you're something special I guess this is my only change to say I wish I knew you because I'm sure you're wonderful if I'd get to know you" wow I love that song awww sad it's over now time to restart it! hmm yay. *eats more halvah* I think it's the halvah that's making me crazy except that doesn't explain why I was all spazzy in stop and shop and parts of today uuuuuuuuh wow I shouldn't have had that last bite I feel sick now. mmm halvah. I'm going to miss my next piano recital because it's the same day as prom and this is the first time I've actually wanted to go to a recital the song I was going to play is one I really really like and it sounds all cool and whatnot...but alas it shall not be heard by the masses...of elementary school kids and their parents I swear I'm quite easily the oldest kid that Aaron is teaching it's kinda odd being at the recitals all the little kids playing their songs and then I go up, at least 3 years older than all of them and play my classical whatnot except this song isn't classical no one's ever heard of it and the lyrics are all corny and pathetic but the piano in it is AWESOME and I love it. Phil can't come over this Friday that makes me sad but we're going to Arizona over vacation and leaving absurdly early on Saturday so Friday we're going to be packing and cleaning the house and I really don't particularly want to go to Arizona but oh well...mm...halvah...must...resist...gaaaah. yum. sorry stomach. I've eaten about a third of the bar now. haha wow this is insane this is like what I write late at night when I don't feel like sleeping and have been kicked off the computer and so sit up in bed writing whatever random thoughts come to mind except this started as a blog post and just went from there. terribly sorry to anyone who actually read through it. hey someone just walked over my grave...that's what they call it when you get one of those involuntary shudders things and you spaz out and shiver for no reason and everyone looks at you strange. sorry I'm really done now.
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