strangely sad I'm not entirely sure why. damn it, I know exactly why but it's a stupid paranoid piece of Sarah nonsense so screw it. jealousy sucks.

last week or so has been another random fits of tired and forgetfulness week. I finally told my mom today that I think something might be wrong and if I could go see a doctor but she said that I'm just being a teenager and that 7-7.5 hours of sleep a night just isn't enough but I know people running on less sleep than that who do just fine. Well I haven't collapsed yet. Those who saw me after school tho, sorry for worrying you. I'm sure I'm fine.

I know there was something happy to write about today, but of course I've gone and forgotten it.